just got home an hour ago

suppose to go back to OPSStoday.
but sch concert ended SO late.

after sch wanted to head down to SAFRA to meet the guys and girls de.
plus yuhchu for the cigeratte.
but in the end i'm so late,
so i decided not to go safra.
meet up with Gen, Jeanie, Angie, Joycee at Yishun MRT.
as usual,
i'm late.
went town.
eat, play and shop around.

me and gen

angie with cheeky espression

joyce and jean

we leave town at 6.15 and went back to yishun again.

me and angie gonna meet the vball team.

eat at northpoint swensens

took neo print after the dinner,

will upload it maybe next time (:

too tired alr.

//runs

self-proclaim early dismissal.

my gastric kill me.
really in pain.
dont have the appetite.
sleep thru my lunch break,
too tired.
then i feel that i should go home and rest,
cos at night i meeting at sisilia's place.
so i must REST.
call mr ng to help me sign the dismissal form and i went to see a doc.
doctor said my gastric is sick.
irregular meal time.
plus,
i skipped my breakfast today n ytd.
sianned.
now still abit pain.

preparing to go sisi's house now.

wahaha.
during the break.
request junhao to eat faster so i can end my forfeit soon.
so idiotic lar.
so sorry abt it.
but i wanna escape the awkard situation.
LOL.

//runs

i'm so stupid

i acutally drew upward slopping for demand curve.
read probably,
DEMAND CURVE.
WTH.
DEMAND CURVE LEI.
HOW CAN I?!?!?!?
miss wang just told me.
actually i can get 8 to 9 marks.
but i got 4 or 5 instead.
i'm damn fucktard lar.
*ahbish*
how can i make such a stupid mistake.
NVM.
i will WORK HARDER.
for the sake of ms wang, myself and my shifu, YP.
i can DO IT.
//runs

sleepy ah

i want to do well for econs!!!
i dont want to stay in F group lei!!!
LOL
i will try HARD.
and at the same time motivate guangyang,
i think he really damn slack.
WORK HARD LAR JIEMEI.

so tired lar today,
i only sleep for 3 hours
and have gastric pain,
these leads to bad mood.
if i show attitude r sth then very sorry.
hmm,
tonight must read up econs,
do the mindmap,
do the teachers'day card.
sleepless night again..
:(

I MUST SURVIVE JC!
//runs

tired lei

just got home.
after go sisil house to do mr ng's present.
me, mer, terence and ianrik went to toa pahyoh.
photocopy peishi's homewerk.
ianrik went home first.
me, tere, mer go eat mac.
took mrt,
alight at yishun with mer.
he went to play with a cat.
i acc him to the bust stop.
den he made me walk to a further busstop.
on the way,
he kept scaring me alot of nonsense.
MER, u this bastard!
i grabbed his arm until very tight.
i really dont mean to do it as u knoe he is ATTACHED.
but i really damn scared.
i wanted to acc him one, end up he acc me.
lol.
i took cab home,
no choice,
too timid liao.
LOL.
so tired,
i going to do some work.
felt really idiot to let miss wang down,
hmmm,
k lar,
//runs

-

going to sisil's house in an hour time.
i know i'm going to be late.
LOL.
but nvm,
i think they got used to it le.
//runs

for MS LOH SHU YI

MISS JOYCE!
still rmb the late night happy meal?
can u believe it,
this pic was took, like 2 months ago?
on 09july05 [going to be 2 mths liao]
and the last time i met up with u and gaygay is like 2 weeks ago?
time flies hor.
i too busy liao lar,
keep rejecting you guys for meet-ups.
and sorry that i didnt answer the phone cos my phone was on silence all the time,
i dint even talk to angie on phones for a week plus liao,
cos i was really doing my homewwork!
now still pia-ing homework lei,
you and gaygay dont miss me too much HOR.
cos we are going to meet up on 31st Aug!
and we can catch up with 4A3s, DANIEL and MAG FOO!

surprise to see this photo not?
LOL!
touched ma:
see,
i've not forgotten you.
(((((((((((:
//runs

there's always tomorrow

k.
i'm wasting my time here.
i woke up at 11.
and ive been sitting her for the past 3 hours.
and its going to be the 4th hours.
wad sial.
nvm,
i shall get started after my lunch.
which is ard 3?




why do you have to be back.

forgot to say this,

wao lau.
buaytahan lor.
i bought 1 bottle of 100plus n 1 bottle of mineral.
i left it at the shade.
and know what happen next?
both bottles were half filled only ma,
but after the training,
i realised its EMPTY!
wao lau.
dont know which GUY go drink it lor.
idiot lor,
dont wanna admit oso.
GRRRT.
sicko one lor.
//runs

very lazy to blog lei.

wed:
went to a workshop to know abt my personalty or sth.
wao lau,
when i open i say almost half of the piechart is read.
damn.
i'm in the social sector:
-enjoy helping ppl,
-emotional,
-sympathetic,
-intutive about people,
-likes working in group.
grrt.
mrs koh say until like im so in wrong lor.
shit.
2nd largest sector is structural.
-enjoys directions,
-predictable,
-practival,
-makes and follows plas,
-like closure.
sian diao,
then let you know the most efficient ways to study or sth.
what shit.


thurs:
nth much


fri:
wao lau.
today hockey training at NYP can kill lor.
the sun so BIG.
so HOT lor.
DAMN IT.
and i didnt get to meet any of them except Yuhchu lor.
and so tiring lar.
run like siao and just train the basic cos i suck at it.
during the game i just stand there and stare.
i dont know what's happening.
hockey girls really veri gossipy lor.
LOL!

//runs

wakey wakey

i just woke up.
DAMN.
fell asleep last night.
how could i?
must be the monthly bleeding cause me to get tired easily

why m i this early?
cos i nid to go for TAF.
but i haben revise for SPA,
i decided to go at a later time,SPA is more impt now.

i gotta get ready soon.
got hockey today!
can get to see yuhchu/daphne/gen/kaya/sherwin/manymore they all at NYP.
so HAPPY.
(:

//runs

fucked

hais.
today still busy.
1. econs test
2. extra english remedial work
3. vectors
4. WrittenReport
5. TAF
6.?
forgot,
lazy to check.

i must stop using the comp soon.

wao lau.
having PMS.
damn pain now stomach.
thinking of ponning sch tml,
muahahhaa.

to leave or not to leave?
//runs

break time!

almost finish copying 3D,
som part still dont understand, tml ASK.
did some vectors too,
become lazy.
decided rest awhile and come online
going to do WAVES soon.
haben do lor,
so cham.
and 7 pieces of econs.
siao,
i dont think i can ever complete it.

and ard 1+ am,
i shall read thru monopoly notes cos i dont wanna disappoint ms wang.
she damn nice lor.
pple in her class huh,
please work hard and do well hor!
must appreciate this kind of teacher.
but teacher like mr chin can forget it.
so ferce.
PUI.
lol.
just kidding.
i realise ms lim oso not that bad lar.
mr ng only sometime like to suan pple.
mr yeo the best, sleep in his class he still very nice.

SHIT!
this few days will be filled with lotsa shit.

tml:
english remedial.
dfferentiation test.
donate blood.
written report.
hockey cancelled. [heng ah!]
thurs:
extra remedial from miss lim [cos my english stinks]
econs DRQ test.
phys remedial.
friday:
SPA.
hockey training at NYP
mic's chalet?
sat:
no more tuition cos very expensive.
PIA homework i owed.
mic's chalet? [dunno fri or sat lar]
sun:
group study.

wao lau.
forever busy.
never ending pains.
hate it.

//runs

Written report not done.

thankyouverymuch,
guangyang still at tabletennis.
YES!
best liao,
we not going to do written report.
k lar,
me now going to do homewerk,
//later

tired

got home at ard 10.30
after parting with sher n peishi i smsed rachel,
she still at library with denise,
i went up to find them lor.
did some of my homework.
saw someone familiar.
meet up with mic n peiling,
mic ask mi go her bdae party on sat.
but i dun feel like letting my saturday to waste cos there will be tonnes of homeworks waiting for me.
and i go there sure do what i shouldnt do cos sure alot influence one.
or i just do and not tell ?
hehhehheh

now just slack abit and gonna start working again.

still thinking whether to stay in IJ or not,
actually i'm quite clear of my answer alr,
but still,
im so frickle-minded.
think i gonna talk to mr ng or sth?

so tried LA.
//runs

sian

*poof*
there goes my precious weekends.
shit.
as usual,
so many undonw homework and weekends are for homeworks.
:(

today went for pw workshop,
den hang out cwp,
only me and the guys.
saw kelvin,
one of my pri sch bestfren-cum-ex crush.
so surprise!
so long nv see him liao,
since sec1?
ever since he become a MAN,
he never hang out with us anymore ;/

slacking now.
my saturday is GONE!
sunday,
got tuition in late afternoon,
no matter what need to meet yuanping to return her notes.
plus,
i sure sleep till noon one,
GONE again.
NOOOOOO!
hais.
next week onwards,
there will be hockey training on wednesday and friday.
sure sian half liao.
my friday playtime oso dont have liao.
cannot play poool with joyce n all.
LOL.

//runs

shalala

i tried to wake up earlier in the morning,
but still i'm too slow to be early for school.
i reached MRT station at 7.40
call ms oh and realise,
YES! she pon school!
luckily,
i saw shuchen at mrt station.
asked her to share cab with me,
cause i cant stand walking to school anymore,
so SWEATY and TIRING.
saw jiansiang at the taxi stand,
he told me soonping coming oso,
so decided to share cab,
cheaper.
recently got cash flow problem ma..


sisilia late for school AGAIN!!
wahhhaa!!


due to SPA, and we girls' turn is next week,
we headed to little house.
was doing abit of physics,
i buaytahan,
go orh orh.
haben sleep deep enough then sher say wanna play game,
so i taught them the indian poker.
sherine suck at that game,
3 out of 4 times she lost and kena forfeit.
wahaha.
yvette kena one.
me, sisil and peishi most lucky ones!

sher's forfiet:
1) ask any guy that she dont know for his number.
2) sit beside shake leg kia during lunch break and have a good chat with him for 15 mins.
3) sit beside inu for 30mins for chinese lesson

yvette's forfeit:
1) go 'confess' to terence.


after sch went cwp to slack with the girls,
we ate longjohn.
yvette sick le so went home.
the guys were at pizzahut.
guangyang go see jacket at U2,
wao lau,
at$89.
nice but expensive lei,
went back sch for econs,
den went back cwp again with the girls and gy
cause guangyang wanna buy the jacket
and i need to get ruler and pencil lead.
wao lau,
reach home at 8 lor.
shagg.

editted sherine's blogskin cos i made a mistake.
LOL.

//runs

blinkblink

too tired to blog anything.
just did sher's blogskin.
cya.

//runs

-scream-

DAMN,
i'm still at stuck EOM.
and i freaking promised to hand in econs homewerk tml.
i'm on the verge of breaking down,
so many undone and owed homework,
so many unrevised work,
so many so many.
i dont like this kind of life.
i wanna get out of this hell!!!
):

doing homework

i need to light up the stick,
i need to smoke those weeds.
I NEED.

but i couldnt.

//runs

pon sch

just woke up
i pon sch today.
actually i woke up at 6am alr,
but after looking at my timetable,
i realise i cant hand in all the homeworks in time ( today whole day all tutorials)
i decided to not to go before i get scolded or something.
okies,
today no matter i must finish as much homework as possible,
dont disappoint my mum or waste one whole day.
no more slacking.

//later

yawns

i just got home.
watched the maid.
supposingly yuhchu and damien is going with us.
but i think singaporeans are nuts,
11.2opm show only left 2 seats,
12.10pm show only left 3 seats.
kao.
so only me, ljoyce and gary went.
quite scary,
then become draggy.
not highly recommanded,
but still can watch one lar.
very localize and chi-na.
dont intend to support local movie one.
but since i got nothing to do
and friday night is for relaxing,
i decided to catch it lor.
just got home nia,
took cab with my parents as they also heading home from safra.

time to sleep.
//runs

hais

okies,
i know you were joking,
mayb i over reacted too much.
i know i'm such a fucktard to have left after shouting ch__ b__.
BUT,
its really quite far to travel.
i'm tired to travel.
all was not planned before hand?
i dont know what to say.

have you ever wonder why i keep rejecting to go out to study with both of you?
maybe you should try to understand why.
its not that i dont like to hang out with you people,
its not that i have attitude problem,
its not that i have changed.
its not.

i just felt super left out at times.
whenever you all go out study,
you people only ask me out whenever you have met,
forgot
or never ask me along.
i just feel that you people cant be bothered or like i'm so forgotten.
maybe you have the right reason,
then i'm sorry to accuse both of you.

i dont know if both of you will be looking at this,
all i wanna say is,
seriously,
i felt LEFT OUT.


anyway,
i dint bother to explain myself,
just let out a "ch__ b__"
and walk off.
walk so fast and catch up with sher they all.
i dont wanna walk alone.
and the guys still cant stop teasing abt me n junhao.
-roll eyes-
went cwp to eat icecream,
trying to cheer myself up.

guangyang keep emphasizing that i'm FAT in a nice way.
GY: "weeloon haben get out of TAF meh?"
GY: "why weishan get out of TAF liao huh?"
GY: "why weishan can get out lei?"
GY: "why weishan out liao huh?"
me: -stare-
whatever.

wanted to sms them,
but decided not to.

went home.
slacking and waiting for dinner now.
sianed

//runs

so late?

ha.
going to sleep soon.
some thoughts come into my mind
and i thought i might wanna jot it down in my blog.

i hate pple who suddenly disappeared.
its irritating.
especially those you were once so close with.
the day before still talking on phone
and the next moment you know,
the person is gone for good,
giving fuck up reason like working,
not contacting you.
like disappeared into thin air.
then maybe once in a blue moon,
appear.
and went missing AGAIN.
stupid.
okie,
you people wont who i refering too because only me know of this person.
and this person sucks.
sucky banana.
shit you.
(:

//runs

still lazy

im still slacking online.
that's so great!
haben touch any of my homeworks yet.
;/

my worst nightmares:
1GP essay which should be handed in 2 weeks ago.
2 econs essay oso should be handed in 2 weeks ago.
X maths tutorials.
X econs homework.
X physics tutorials.

X- means i dunno the numbers of tutorial i need to do.

gosh!
i'm onli lieft with at most 6 hrs.
i dont think i could finish them lor.

nowadays i dont love my handphone as much compared to 3 yrs ago.
most of the time its on silent mode now.
nobody can reach me.
(:

hmmmm
so which homework should i start with?

//runs

lazy

was surfing friendster and found a anti opss account
here.
i feel that its kinda childish?
i used to hate the school.
hate to the core.
but now,
i realli miss being there alot.
or i just miss my teachers and friends?
the feeling is so weird when you start to think about the past,
how you hated the school so much and now missing it most of the time.

i think everybody is trying hard to motivate me.
but sadly,
i just couldnt start working hard.
too lazy.
maybe i should really get started,
dont wish to let anyone down too.

//laters

BLACK

okie.
anyhow come out with this super black skin.
cant think of any colour theme.
grrt.
i'm too tired to blog.
to cut everything short:
went out to study wif sisil, sher, peishi n guangyang today.
its was Fun FUn FUN!
met up with joyce at ard 10 for her supper?
reached home at 11.
angie called.
chatted with her.
crap as usual.
waited till 12.40 before i get to use comp,
my bro a.k.a my twin need to do his homework
enough enough.
i'm too tired to blog about everything, anything.
this skin is damn boring lar.
but,
aiya,
brain is not werking,
not in the mood to come out wif colourful things.
bear with it.
tml will be a better day (:

//runs

(((((((((((((((((:

still under construction.
random skin.
will update on my life as soon as i got the skin right.
cya.

halo

new url.
(: